If you survive a holocaust, it's hard to tell your story, to dig out the really tainted parts of your life and speak openly about them. Writing this book has helped me emotionally, mentally and physically to reshape my dark side, the side of me that was distorted by war. But I think the best reason to put down these stories is to let people know what happened and what is still happening in Sudan. To show people how it was for the Lost Boys and Girls who went through that holocaust as small children and to let the ones who died be honored through our memories.